sigh..
beginning to think if she's the one. why must there be so many intruding thoughts in my mind all the time? ns is fucked up. dad is not himself. and the person i always confide in does not respond to me anymore. its like everyone is shunting me away.
i'm especially concerned about her. seems like she's hiding something away from me again.
this time, it'll be last.
residing in Malaysia is not a bad idea after all. maybe a new life awaits me there.
she doesn't even bother to find me when i'm not contacting her.
what great response.
sighhhh..
