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read thru her old posts again. sigh. i just cant help it. 10.30am right now. took so much time to read them. mentioning that asshole's name so frequently. and i just noticed something. now that she says she's not contacting him anymore, she doesn't say "i miss you" or "i miss him" anymore. so all this while, it was meant for him. probably lying to me all the while. thanks. sigh. i really wonder if she has not been contacting that asshole anymore. i am very very doubtful.