the engagement.

well, today did a hectic 5 1/2 hours cso before heading off to her house for Atik and Sham's engagement. everything went well. Alhamdullillah. Met Naen for the first time and spoke about ns, school, smoking, work and other nonsense for just a short while. then mingled around with her uncles.

apparently, plenty kept asking about my plans with her. substantiating my find are these below:

1) Abg: bila kau nye turn?
2) Naen: Any plans yet?
3) Pak Ali: Bila nak masuk minang? Ana sorang yg belum diikat nanti bila Tinik dah lepas.
4) Eera's dad: Bila lagi nak tunggu? Tunang dgan Ana la cepat2.
5) Cik Roha: Bila Asrap nye turn?
6) Tinik: Bila nak tunang dgan Ana?
7) Eera: Bila kau nye turn? Tinggal Ana sorang. confirm smue ckp nye.
8) Abg's fren with the curly haired chubby daughter: So 2 minggu lepas Tinik kau nye turn?
9) Mak: Tinggal Ana sorang. ye tak Asrap?
10) Nenek: Asrap tak nak tunang sekali? Kesian dia.

My answer: Tengok la kalau ada yang sudi.

Sigh. i dont know if i should be envious, prepared, dumbfounded or worried. But i'm more worried than the rest. Seems like everyone's hoping for it to happen or at least they see something great happening to us. its like the great anticipation. its like waiting for your most wanted movie? or a present? you know that excitement engulfing your body? sigh.

i really pray that it would happen one day. not to get engagement but marrying straight. save more money, effort and time. wishing upon that star.

getting this damn flu really makes my day worse. fucking irritating flu. sure to be down with fever by tomorrow. and there goes my cso time schedule. but i dont care. will finish it even if it kills me. sick and tired at the thought of it.

been lacking her attention these few days. she's been really too busy for me. and tomorrow she's out with her poly frens for a hari raya outing. After which,

3rd week oct

ash: doing cso.
ana: taking care of granny at bedok.

4th week oct

ash: working.
ana: preparing for Tinik's engagement.

1st Nov 2008

a very short outing cos ana has to prepare for tinik's engagement on the 2nd of Nov.

then ana has a continued short school break and she's off to prcp while i work. wad the hell is happening to us? God have mercy. i miss her so much. sigh.

where's my attention from her?

=(